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, Speak your mind. Who knows, you might just change mine.
I have been intentionally avoiding this one because I love you folks and I don't want to "fix it if it ain't broken"
I am a former new age child who has experienced astral travel, spirit guides, white wicca, some chanting Buddhism and lots of drugs to open my mind from my 13th bday until I was 23. I have not done it all, but I have done allot.
I am now a born again Christian and have been since I was 23. Don't get me wrong, none of this has been an easy experience and I had a lot of anger, questions, and bitterness when my 17 yr old son who was planning on becoming a pastor hung himself and I had to cut him down, do CPR for an hour and loose him. This made me very mad at God.
What I have come to live with is that the supernatural is VERY real, and my heart really digs the
"Give Love without expectation or return" which is what Jesus was preaching.
Love others and help as needed, whenever needed without reservation or expectation of reward.
I was one of the founding guys who started a homeless ministry in downtown Ft Worth a few years back. We began it by bringing donuts and orange juice to the homeless/ day labourer gathering place every Saturday morning.
Not much, but it was a start. We did this for about 3 1/2 years and as time passed more and more people from our church got involved. After a little time I started building relationships with the people I would meet and trying to come up with ways to help them get back on their feet.
One sunday I brought several of my friends to the church and we went into the extra clothes closet there. They were sooo happy! Then I took them to the Golden Corral and we had a great lunch!
I did get in trouble at the church from the older ladies that collect the clothes but I didn't care.
So we started bringing anyone that wanted back to the church for clothes (until I got locked out) and food. It was the most satisfying feeling to love someone in a tangable way...
After a short while it became pretty expensive at the restaurant, we were able to get the church to support us by letting us use their buses and the same group of older ladies began cooking incredable meals for all instead of the restaraunt.
By the time I moved down here away from Ft Worth we had over 30 people move from the street to homes and jobs and new lives, mostly one at a time. Ultimately we were able to overcome the prejudice at the church and our friends were fully accepted. I really miss them. We went from Jay and I about 25 consistant volunteers too. Growth is awesome!
I have not been doing much at all, in fact nothing since Liam died, but I am ready to step back in now I think..
True love is an action I believe, but you know I am no expert.
Although I am involved with it I do not like "organized religion" per say. It is mans creation not Gods. Same with denominations, mans creation not Gods.
If you can get to the real message in the Bible, away from the hype etc you would all dig it too. It is this:
Love your neibor as
you love yourself, and love God with all your heart, mind, soul and being. If we did this, we wouldn't have the room for all of that "mans creation" to get in the way.
Love Matt